Sorry, this is a long one. Future posts will be shorter!
I have always felt that I would be in youth ministry forever. The road I thought God had for me took an unexpected twist over the last few months. I had just returned from a FBCIR Middle School Ministry mission trip to Tennessee. I was excited about what had happened on the trip and was fired up for camp and the coming school year. God had really been blessing our ministry at the church and in the public schools and it looked like He was ready to open even more doors to continue to allow us to minister to the middle school kids in this community. Well, the day I got back from the mission trip Gary came to me and told me that they (our church leadership) were going to talk to me about the Children's position. My first thought was 'Are they crazy?'. I got upset, maybe a little bitter, and was not open to the thought at all. After all, I was sure that God wanted me in middle school ministry. Gary told me that he knew what my initial reaction was going to be (see the part about 'Are they crazy?') but that he wanted me to pray about it.
This has been the most difficult process God has taken me through since originally calling me into full-time ministry. Everything so far had been so, well, easy, I guess. I graduated from Liberty and Gary brought me on as an intern for a year. Then he asked me to stay another year. Then another, as they promoted me to a full-time assistant, then to an assistant pastor. I honestly thought I would be with middle school for a long, long, time. As I started to pray about this opportunity (since I told Gary and David that I would), I was not open to it at all, at first. After all, I completely loved where I was at and the work God was doing there. Within a day or so, we(my wife and I) started to see some positive things that God could be doing through this. Another couple days, and we felt that maybe, just maybe, God was calling us to do this. Every time I prayed about it, I felt more and more that God was pulling my heart to the Children, and before long I really felt that this was absolutely what God wanted us to do. It didn't make perfect sense to us, but we knew that if God was calling us to the Children's ministry, he would provide everything that we needed.
As far as my calling to youth ministry, that was one of my biggest hurdles. I felt at first that I would be 'abandoning' my calling to youth. It didn't take long to discover that this wasn't abandoning a calling to youth. Children are youth. They are younger, but they are youth. I began to look at it like God would be using me to help shape these children for those difficult teenage years. As I read through the gospels, I began to remember the incredible passion Jesus had for children. I now see that if I want to impact people for Christ over the long haul, God has put me in the exact right place.
I do want to say how much I love and appreciate all that Gary and Angie Hunt have done for me. I caught my passion for the schools and the community from working with Gary. Most of what I know about ministry, he has taught me. There is no way I can thank him enough for the time he has invested in me and my family. The hardest part about this transition will be leaving Gary and the Middle School ministry.
I have a lot to learn about Children's ministry, I'm the first to admit that. But I am very excited, even if totally overwhelmed at this point, about partnering with the families in our church to raise up our children to love, know, and live for God.
Disclaimer
My thoughts are not necessarilly (and probably thankfully) the thoughts of anybody else, including my wife, FBCIR, or anyone else I know.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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